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*has been feeling increasingly morose over the last couple of weeks, not really sure why, can't put his finger on it, he's just listless and plagued by a strange sadness that follows him around no matter what he does, it even hits him when he's trying to teach Thor the rules of baseball while they watch a Giants & Dodgers game, and it's almost impossible to be unhappy when Thor's around, so he KNOWS something's wrong, ends up spending a lot of time sitting in the Tower's oxygen garden, a weird and enormous floor of the tower that's like an indoor forest, he doesn't really know why it's there but it's nice, it's quiet, and he can sketch the flowers*

Date: 2012-06-22 05:27 am (UTC)
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And how many of those ended in you getting any action?

Date: 2012-06-22 05:36 am (UTC)
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*leans forward* But you knew that. You knew that for sure after the first -- I don't know, five dates, you must have. So why'd you keep doing it? Couldn't have been fun.

Date: 2012-06-22 05:45 am (UTC)
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Right, yeah, but, I mean. *eyes him, there's something here, something in the blush spreading across Steve's cheeks and down his neck, and he definitely has a theory as to what it is* You met Rhodey, right, he's been my best friend for a good chunk of my life, and I don't know if I've ever done something just because he asks me to. And yeah, okay, I'm kinda stubborn, but -- I don't think most people do stuff they don't want to just because their buddy asks.

Date: 2012-06-22 05:54 am (UTC)
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*holy shit Steve was gay for Bucky holy shit, the sixteen-year-old in Tony is freaking the fuck out right now, doesn't show it at all*

Okay. *mildly* Makes sense, in that case.

Date: 2012-06-22 06:16 am (UTC)
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*frowns* And, uh, why is that, exactly?

Date: 2012-06-22 06:29 am (UTC)
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*shrugs* Nope. Not in the least. Seems like it was Hydra's fault, or maybe Nazis, or maybe the train, but I'm thinking about it, and I'm kind of a genius, and I still can't figure out how it could be your fault at all.

Date: 2012-06-22 06:36 am (UTC)
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Oh, for -- fuck that, Steve, that's bullshit. No, that's -- *shakes his head* Nope. Incorrect.

Date: 2012-06-22 06:53 am (UTC)
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I don't think God's a joke, I think hypocritical organized religions are dangerous. *looks at him steadily* You were, what, Catholic? Original sin and all that, but you're mostly about the New Testament, right? Answer me this, when did Jesus ever say anything about homosexuality?

Date: 2012-06-22 07:08 am (UTC)
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Right, here, I'll help -- he doesn't. Got that? Not once. He said a whole lot about love, and how you shouldn't notice the speck of dust in your neighbor's eye when you've got a big fucking log in your own, judge not lest ye be judged, all of that -- not one word about homosexuality, or making people feel shitty for attractions they can't control. The whole thing about man not laying with man or whatever, that's from Old Testament, in the same section as the part about how it's totally cool to sell your daughters into slavery, go right ahead. *smiles tightly* So, yeah, I don't think God's a joke, I think people who use religion as an excuse for their own bigotries are assholes.

Date: 2012-06-22 07:35 am (UTC)
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That doesn't happen anymore, because it's not a disease. You said you know things are different now, right? How much do you know? Cause part of that is a really simple thing -- it's totally fine, whatever your sexuality is. Seriously, no joke, most people don't care who you want to fuck, and those who do only care because they want you to want them. *smirks* In my experience, anyway.

Date: 2012-06-23 06:50 am (UTC)
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Not selfish, it's human. *stretches his legs out in front of him, crossing them at the ankle* I was in the middle of my last physics final in college when they came and told me my parents had died. My first thoughts were that it was going to be a pain in the ass to reschedule the test, and that it sucked that no one was going to come to my graduation.

I don't know if that kind of thing can be called shock or what, but it doesn't make you awful.

Date: 2012-06-23 06:59 am (UTC)
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*rolls his eyes* Uh, no, you're pretty much the least horrible person I know, okay, so, rest easy.

Date: 2012-06-23 07:18 am (UTC)
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Yeah. Yeah, buddy, I know. *torn between his flailing inner teenager and the rest of him which is just -- unhappy, because Jesus, look at Steve's face, no one could be happy when faced with grieving Steve Rogers*

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